change

i totally forgot that i had this journal. it's interesting to read my old posts. i used to think so clearly! well compared to my unfocused wandering mind at present. much has changed since my last post.

today i'm living in a beautiful house, quietly retired, thinking about, experiencing first chakra issues, physical safety and well being, health, exercise and rest, resolving fear. it's a form of slowing down, getting back to basics so to speak.

to really clear my chakras i need to do it thoroughly. to give each chakra time because i got very tangled up and lost my way through a bone marrow transplant, and the death of my mom and most earth shattering, the death of my mother in law. the difficult transplant led to continued life, the death of my mom to great physical security for me. but the death of my mother in law was so sudden and unexpected it only serves the purpose of reminding us of the temporary nature of this physical manifestation.

i can tell i'm starting to move toward second chakra clearing, more concerned with strength than mere survival. i have started my worm farm again. i let the worms free in my yard when i realized i could not reliably take care of than anymore. i have several things fermenting, sourdough, kumbacha, even miso, and i've planted a few natives in the side yard. the second chakra is associated with procreation and sexuality.

check out this explanation:

humm, wonder why my links aren't working! try copy and pasting this:
check out this explanation: http://fractalenlightenment.com/7902/spirituality/awakening-your-seven-major-chakras