so it doesn't necessarily have to be dark, but i have 2 sides to me, the optimistic gal who loves nature and sees the good in people and loves to get things done, and the darker side of me, the one who broods, ponders the meaning of life and digs philosophical spiritual questions like the origin of evil. Oh I try to integrate these aspects, and maybe this journal will help, but the optimistic side keeps going by putting alot of questions about life and human nature on the back burner. i have to decide to go with the flow of my brooding thoughts. And it usually means i will get nothing done, because i'm thinking you know! Now of course i value my thoughts and i am who i am, not what i do. but still the pressure is on to be functional. especially since i am so low functioning to begin with.
So this is a place for me to come and hash it out with myself. Appropriate gift to me for my birthday.
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